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All Fucking Weekend
03:42
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When you talk to your best friend
Do you call me your girlfriend?
Can we hang all fucking weekend?
Cuz I’ve been busy but I’ll take time for you
When a storm hits, I wonder
Would you come to my bunker
Or keep chasing more thunder?
Cuz I’ve been burned enough it’s nothing new
I’m not trying to be possessive
I just need a clearer message
Spell it out, what it means to you
Can we drive miles away from anything we know?
Fly away in your convertible?
Guess I could go by myself cuz I won’t bring nobody else
When we wake up on Monday
Will it rub you the wrong way
Are you tasting my heartache
I don’t mean to throw it onto you
Don’t you come pick up the pieces
I can lick my wounds, I mean it
Lemongrass burning fast
Heart attack
Can we drive miles away from anything we know?
Fly away in your convertible?
Guess I could go by myself cuz I won’t bring nobody else
I’ll give you space I’ll dream of you
I’ll give you time to miss me too
I’ll paint a picture of the moon
All fucking weekend
All fucking weekend
Can we hang all fucking weekend
Watch a movie with your best friend?
I don’t wanna fucking pretend
That you’re not everything I’m needing
Can you shower me in flowers?
More than just 48 hours
I don’t wanna make you sour
So tell me you’re no fucking coward
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You could’ve said it on the phone
That you were better off alone
You could’ve given me a reason why
You should’ve said it to my face
You’re only in it for the chase
You could’ve given me a last goodbye
You’re not real your just a ghost
I’ll remember you the most
You could’ve said it in the bed
Instead of creeping in my head
All you gave me was a perfect lie
You could’ve said it to my face
All you wanted was a taste
You could’ve given me a last goodbye
You’re not real you’re just a ghost
I’ll remember you the most
No closure to set me free
So tired of the same routine
If my heart could turn to stone then I might make it on my own
But it’s stuck on my sleeve
You’re not real you’re just a ghost
I’ll remember you the most
I wish I knew
Where you disappear
You’re so unclear
It hurts me
I wish I knew
Who you run to
Where your dreams come true
I wish I knew
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3. |
Lonely After Curfew
04:16
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Sometimes
I wonder if it’s alright
To hold your hand in plain sight
Kiss you in the daylight
Sometimes
I don’t ask no questions
Cuz I don’t want the answers
Scared of what I might find
Every day is a Wednesday night
Just staring at the ticking time
There’s a bomb burning in my mind
Bout to blow up my whole damn life
So I’ll write it on the bathroom door
Put my name right next to yours
Write a letter in my head
But I’m hiding it under my bed
Say you belong to me
Don’t ever set me free
My heart is on my sleeve
Just hanging by a thread
Don’t cut it off just yet
Sometimes
Don’t know if I should call you
Sticky like some Pritt glue
Lonely after curfew
Some nights
I cry under the moonlight
I know it’s not a good time
To talk about my issues
Cuz every day is a Wednesday night
Just staring at the ticking time
There’s a bomb burning in my mind
Bout to blow up my whole damn life
So I’ll hang it on my bedroom door
Push pins in the hardwood floor
So be careful where you step
While I try to make space in my head
Say you belong to me
Don’t ever set me free
My heart is on my sleeve
Just hanging by a thread
Don’t cut it off just yet
We take turns in the running water
Sing songs to me in the shower
I can’t play it cool forever
Let’s just be alone together
And say you belong to me
Don’t ever set me free
My heart is on my sleeve
Just hanging by a thread
Don’t cut it off just yet
Don’t you cut it off just yet
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4. |
I Won't Bite
04:17
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I’ve got something to show you
But I don’t want to annoy you
Let me make all your dreams come true
Baby boo
I never knew how to say this
When I love, it usually feels like shit
So tell me it’s not just a state of bliss
Don’t resist
Baby, it’s getting cold outside
But there’s a fire in my heart
So let me warm you up at night
I won’t bite (or I just might if you like)
It feels like you’re feeling the way that I’m feeling
Don’t let me believe it if you plan on leaving
These fingertips are so used to slipping
Too tight a grip, I’m so used to bleeding
Come boy, you be my Band-Aid
Kiss me, help it coagulate
I’ve got bruises in every place
This might be sounding dramatic
It’s just, I’m feeling fantastic
So please tell me that this rose isn’t made out of plastic
Cuz baby, when it feels so right
There’s a darkness in my mind
Easy not to think so bright
Shut the light, press rewind
It feels like you’re feeling the way that I’m feeling
Don’t let me believe it if you plan on leaving
These fingertips are so used to slipping
Too tight a grip, I’m so used to bleeding
Oh, I know you’ve been loved before
Before knocking onto my door
Tell me what are you looking for?
It feels like you’re feeling the way that I’m feeling
Don’t let me believe it if you plan on leaving
These fingertips are so used to slipping
Too tight a grip, I’m so used to bleeding
Oh, I’m so used to bleeding baby
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You wasted so much time
When you were good and ripe
You let the good ones fly
You stayed up late at night
The sun was way too bright
The honey tasted sweet
But you’re still afraid of bees
So sing it before you leave
Every love song
Reminds me of someone
Reminds me of a chance I didn’t take
A promise never made
Every story
Of love in all its glory
Cuts like a hole inside my heart
Cuz everything I touch falls apart
All of your broken dreams
They slip out at the seams
Oh, you wanna keep control
But you’re on an icy slope, yeah
You don’t know what you need
The roses smell so sweet
Until they turn to weeds
So sing it loud and free
Every love song
Reminds me of someone
Reminds me of a chance I didn’t take
A promise never made
Every story
Of love in all its glory
Cuts like a hole inside my heart
Cuz everything I touch falls apart
Baby right when it starts
I might hide in the dark
I might tear us apart
My heart isn’t ready for this
Let me stay in my bliss
Fix it all with a kiss
Cuz every love song
Reminds me of someone
Reminds me of a chance I didn’t take
A promise never made
Every story
Of love in all its glory
Cuts like a hole inside my heart
Cuz everything I touch falls apart
Falls apart
Falls apart
Falls apart
Falls apart
Falls apart
With every piece of my heart
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6. |
2AM (And I Did It Again)
03:15
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Said it once, said it twice
But never in the light
Never not analyze
Every single detail
I need some intel
I don’t deal well with surprises
Never knew how not to over analyze it
And now
Don’t know where you’re gone
Cause I took too long
2AM and I did it again
Broke my hand trying to say it with a pen
Putting up a fight no one heard at night
Sleeping in
Filling up every page
Empty and afraid
So I self-medicate
Reading into details seeing farewells in the futures I imagine
Thought I told you I don’t deal well with the questions
And oh
Just know when I’m gone
I’m writing a song
2AM and I did it again
Broke my hand trying to say it with a pen
Putting up a fight no one heard at night
Sleeping in
One day the ink ran out I was all burnt out and I froze
What if it all comes out like a hurricane in the snow
2AM and I did it again
Broke my hand trying to say it with a pen
Putting up a fight no one heard at night
Sleeping in
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7. |
I Don't Need My Space
02:38
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I don’t need my space
I only need your lipstick on my face
Can you wake me up tomorrow?
Indulge me in my sorrows
Cuz I don’t think that I will ever change
Paint me pretty pictures
Those sweet candy whispers
Got me on a sugar high
Touch me right where it hurts
I love jumping head first
Blood pressure to the sky
I wish I could tell you I was alright
But I don’t need my space
I only need your lipstick on my face
Can you wake me up tomorrow?
Indulge me in my sorrows
Cuz I don’t think that I will ever change
Only the time we spend apart gives it the taste
Only the worry and confusion make the haste
But I don’t need my space
I only need your lipstick on my face
Can you wake me up tomorrow?
Indulge me in my sorrows
Cuz I don’t think that I will ever change
I don’t need my space
I only need your lipstick on my face
Can you wake me up tomorrow?
Indulge me in my sorrows
Cuz I don’t think that I will ever change
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8. |
Choke
04:08
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When you touch my soul
Honey make sure your hands aren’t cold
When you go can you leave a note
Give me something for on the road?
When the sun is bright
And the moon and the stars align
Don’t you go be a Gemini
Don’t you choke and change your mind
I let you in easy baby though I don’t know who you are
But so far I love your kisses in the dark
You take me back to my younger days
Don’t you go, don’t you go throw it all away
In the wake of the day
You take me back to my younger days
Don’t you leave me in the shade
When the end is close
Honey please, won’t you let me know?
Don’t be shy with the sugar coat
Take the edge off the bitter blow
When you taste my fears
When it’s oh so clear
The mirror in the hallway
Reflecting in the wrong way
You take me back to my younger days
Don’t you go, don’t you go throw it all away
In the wake of the day
You take me back to my younger days
Don’t you leave me in the shade
Don’t you go, don’t you go, don’t you go throw it all away
Reflecting, reflecting the real me
Don’t you go throw it all away
Reflecting, reflecting the real me
Don’t you go throw it all away
Reflecting, reflecting the real me
Don’t you go throw it all away
Reflecting, reflecting the real me
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You only want me when I leave
I gotta stay so out of reach
Stuck in a game of hide and seek
Count the days just for a week
Is this the way it’s gonna be?
No satisfaction guaranteed?
Cuz when we’re thirsty, well the water is sweet
Get too much sun and you cut off a leaf
I wish I could love you the way you need
I wanna fly you to the moon
But I keep singing out of tune
We must be playing in the wrong key
Because it’s taking all my energy
I won’t be saying pretty please
Will not be begging on my knees
But I can go and throw away the key
Next time you fucking turn around
With every word I feel you pull away
Strings that break, plans we made
Open book turns to flames
But it’s okay
I only want you cuz you’re mean
But now I’m old enough to see
That no one changes with no space to breathe
So take your space and lose my number please
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10. |
Just Like A Glove
04:50
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Just like a glove
Strawberry love
Sent from above
Sweet candy dove
I know that you’re not some kind of god
You’re just the shape of the hole in my heart
Edges are rough but finally enough
Tired of being just a shell
Every heaven just turns into hell
But the eggs on the floor start to melt
When you hold me baby
Let go, look in my eyes as you swallow me whole
You know just how I taste and you’re still not running away
Sour snowflake
I won’t hide behind vanilla cake
Just like a cat
Stuck in the bath
Drowning with no
Time to relax
Learning to swim in someone’s storm
Could never find my final form
But now I know love
Just feels safe and warm
Tired of running away
Every minute of every day
Just in case someone sees my mistakes
But you show me how to
Let go, look in your eyes as I swallow you whole
I know just how you taste and I’m still not running away
Sour snowflake
I won’t hide behind vanilla cake
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You don’t need to waste another dream on purple clouds
You just hit the ground, I know you finally know how
To stay awake
Don’t be lazy
It’s funny to feel
Just like a baby
But honey, when you cry
I will hold you close at night
So promise you’ll stop running from the light
Ready to jump
Ready to dive
Bring on the waves
Bring on the fight
Taking control of this four-wheel drive
You were sleepless and paralyzed
But now you feel so fucking alive
Funny how it tingles when the novocaine subsides
You can feel a twinkle in your heart you can’t describe
Don’t push it away
Don’t be hazy
Even though you feel
Just like a baby
Cuz honey, when you die
They will say you lived your life
The day that you stopped hiding
Ready to jump
Ready to dive
Bring on the waves
Bring on the fight
Taking control of this four-wheel drive
You were sleepless and paralyzed
But now you feel so fucking alive
Just don’t let go
When at first it gets worse tearing bullets from your soul
Stretching the flesh on the bones every time you grow
But don’t choke cuz you’re not alone
Ready to jump
Ready to dive
Bring on the waves
Bring on the fight
Taking control of this four-wheel drive
You were sleepless and paralyzed
But now you finally feel like you never want to die
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Sophia Bel Montreal, Québec
Under Sophia Bel’s shy demeanor and delicate voice, there’s an inviting, colourful and playful world waiting for people to
dive into.
Born in Michigan from a Québécois dad and a Dutch-American mom, Sophia has always found her path through music, from singing 90s classics when she was younger to now releasing her debut album.
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